Do not Read. It’s Complicated.

There are those times when I think I suck at everything. However, when I try to talk to my friends about it, they just say things like, “no, no.. there’s nothing wrong with you… blahblah”. It’s a good thing ‘cause it’s comforting and friends do that, right? Or maybe, us people already have that script in our mind when we see our friends all derpy and shiz, and it runs like an auto-app. 

I am missing my friends tons especially those who I left in the province ‘cause they’re the best of the best. If I’m not mistaken they met today and had some sort of bonding. lulz I am jelly I admit. I know it ‘cause I received group messages from them on my mobile phone which made me more derpy. T___T

So, I have this other close friend who is just here in Manila, her name is Ket and you prolly know her and her kyoooot face because we have a lot of pichoors together. She invited me to go to Manila Ocean Park tomorrow. HOWEVER, it’s a wrong timing cause I just paid our water bill and my salary will be released on the 30th. sjldknsdlhsalgoddomot. T__T

However, I have to end the year with good vibes so I tried online shopping, found a dress which is sooo pretty and has a clearance discount, it’s now priced for 280 Php. *u* THEN I CHECKED THE SHIPPING FEE, IT COSTS 14 USD. I WAS LIKE, “R U FOKKIN KIDDING MEEEEE??”. lulz. The SF costs higher than the product I nearly slammed my book in my face (but I didn’t ‘cause it’s too thick lol). 

So, there you go, this is how my day went, maybe it’s just the hormones bursting around maybe my time of the month is near. Idk, or maybe everything today simply sucks. 

I’m not giving up though, I’ll still look for itsy-bits of sunshine tomorrow. 

Night night!

1. ushkie said: wag na mag emo! you’d blog again after 30th in GV :)
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