I have been closing myself to other people recently, which I enjoy for some reason because it’s like having a new “me” *yay!*. However, I feel guilty, and I don’t know why. Maybe it’s like running away and at the back of my head, I think it’s wrong. But you know, there are times when you’re just exhausted with your own fckn problems and you don’t want to meddle with other things anymore.

Srsly, I think that I am not my own self recently.

Updates about my life:

*happy music*

I am now 21. hell yeah!
My academic performance is improving. NAMAN. ILANG UNITS LANG AKO NGAYON. I will hate myself if my grades won’t turn out better.
Financial condition is stable. Of course I’m still working 5 hrs a day, 8 hrs on Sundays just like before, but everything is tolerable because I enjoy what I’m doing.

*horror music* lulz

I am in a different campus and I’m not making friends with anyone. (whyyyy ;-;)
When I see a small body of water like a pond, I remember Old Greg and I think it’s funny—not creepy anymore.
I spend most of my free time finding Waldo.
..and staring at the ceiling.
UPD Bio Dept. uses real specimens on exams, ex. Formalinized fishes, skates, cat fetus, and others. It’s just…..ugh. it made me feel worse than my experiences in handling a cat cadaver.

What I’m saying doesn’t make sense anymore, haha. Lately I’ve been so derpy and I just want to thank him for always being with me and being patient with my sudden bitching and hormonal outbursts. :)

Yes! Christmas break is near! hohohoho!

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Posted on December/6/2011
Tagged as: random thoughts, life, personal, blahs,

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